10:05 AM

10:05 AM – 19/08/17

She was tired of your rejections. But every time, she tells herself ‘just one more time.’

10:41 PM

10:41 PM – 18/07/17

You were the ocean. Your were enchanting and enticing. You capitivated her heart through your gentleness. You let her soul dance through the melody of your waves. You were surely a dream come true – a place graced with sunrises and sunsets, a place that let her see the open skies, a place that brushed her skin with softness and sweetness, a place she thought was home.

She loved you so much, not only when the tides are low, but even when they were raging. She loved you so much, even when she can’t see what’s beneath the surface, and what’s beyond the horizon. She loved you despite the cold nights. She loved you. 

She still does. Even if she keeps on drowning.

//6:19 PM

6:19 PM – 18/07/17

What once stand there before was a beautiful building, standing tall and proud. But now, all that is left are remnants of what was once an art, a masterpiece. She thought, maybe this is the reality of life. You will wake up one day with nothing but pieces of memories of lovely and beautiful things you used to hold by your hand. You will wake up with nothing but of black and white pictures of yesterday’s. You will wake up with nothing but a handful of ashes to be scattered along the seaside. You will wake up one day with everything that you loved – gone forever. It may be when you turn 70, or now that you are seventeen.

She hopes that if she ever wakes up from that day, it wouldn’t be today.

I am so tired of hurting, I wish it would stop soon.